Hey, I'm around still.
Actually you got a good point there, I did try to warn people about the possible risks. I don't think that makes the whole thing a false promise, and from looking at certain images to me it appears to me, in my current understanding, that people who have done it right have had success.
I wrote that part about caution partly because I had written so many "scientific" style posts trying to hypothesise about how it all worked, and I got into the whole spirit of ingenuity and tried to help people in the best way I could. I was also liking to feel part of a community since I was lonely in life, and there was that element of being selfishly in love with my own voice too. But later on, I was getting a lot of emails from people who, to me, seemed like they didn't want to think things through and just wanted somebody to tell them exactly what to do- like, put all the responsibility on somebody else.
I also pulled too hard myself although I actually think I overreacted to it now since I'm fine.
But I mean, we are not doctors here and this is "fringe science". So imo we have to be responsible for our own actions. But I was under the impression that a lot of people were hoping for somebody else to lie to them and promise the world to them- actually, I think that Plato's web site has a bit too much of that overzealous element, too. So, my warnings were meant to hopefully dispell that promise and since I'm not a doctor or a therapist and can't just live my life to talk people into making smart decisions, I wrote a bit heavy on the side of caution so that people who were not ready to take self-responsibility and exercise reason would just be scared and not even harm themselves or run the risk, since if somebody isn't willing to exercise reason and are just blindly acting, even with "the correct steps" in front of them they can still mess it up and hurt themselves.
But also, I'm just 26 here and was plenty scared about the idea of some people hurting themselves, so I made my own overreactions out of fear that my older posts might actually give people a false illusion that I'm some expert or doctor who is saying "this is 100% safe" when the real truth is, we're all just experimenting with a very undocumented and fringe science here and we could do some damage in the whole process of testing things out.
I'm actually glad you wrote the negative though. Maybe people will think about the positives and the negatives now, which is what I tried to encourage in the first place. And I only can hope you get your issue helped by a real doctor. I have to live with the burden of guilt now and may never be able to get it gone, but I made my own foolish, reckless deeds so I reap what I sowed.